Dream #60: P and I enrolled in a painting class. Instead of working on the given assignments, I would get up during class and wander aimlessly around the studio. I felt blocked and couldn't summon the will to get started. On the fourth day, the instructor confronted me. She informed me that I was failing, but that if I made up the missed assignments I could still earn an incomplete.
I was determined to make things right, but when I returned to my empty canvas, I just sat and stared. Everyone else was making it look so easy.
creative block, fear of failure, revisiting the past
Wow. This sounds like a nightmare.
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